Ayeeeeee

'' John Mayer ''


Extra concert 3 June 2010
at HeinekenMusicHall in Holland



Waiting for 6 February to get me one of those tickets.

A letter from my inside beater

Hello, can you feel me ? because I know you can't see me
Sometimes you try to hear me silently to make sure if I'm still here

You tried to listen to me for a couple of times
but in this world of lies and betrays,
it's just seems to tough.

Well, because you're not a quite good listener
I want to tell you this my dear ,

I wish you could look at me and see me
I wish you concetrated on me and gave me more attention
I wish you would have heared me instead of ignored me that much
And if you could do all the things I just said
And if you did all the things I just wrote down for you

you would have known this about me :
I've been happy and I still am for almost three months already.

and I also need to tell you something else ;

A half of me is leaving you.
Not because i'm sick, but because i'm recovered.
Not because i'm broken , but because i'm fixed.
Not because I'm sad but because I smile.
Remember a piece of me will always be here with you..
and will always remember you.
My other half will be replaced by another piece from one of the greatest value
that will fit my lasting piece perfectly. I know you'll thank me for it.

I'll be moving to a new home for a while,
Can't say how long I will be away but as long as you want me to.

And if you want me to come back, just give me a call because
I will never leave your side.

But hey I just wanted to let you know that I am happy now =)
because I'm going to spend my time in a wonderfull place.
Although I am going to miss you I know I am in good hands.


Yours faitfully,

Your Heart








by cilvya

A must item : H A R E M

schmück

So many words need to be spread out all over the world
but they wouldn't understand it at all anyway

not here
not in this world

If you love me, If you really love me ...

then you would buy me these.

Hmmm ?

Well here I am sitting behind the computer. It's not my computer, it's my brother's. But when he's at school I like to take advantages of his elektronical equipments sometimes. When you don't know, you don't bother right ?

All the young adolescents are going to school including my friends. And I ? I've never felt so useless in my entire life before. I'm not going to college and I stopped working since four weeks. Since I have so much leisure time, I start reading books again. Went to the library last week and borrowed four books. I bought a book 3 weeks ago. A thick one with sixhundred pages but I haven't even read ten pages yet after putting it away.

Alright I'm talking full of shit now, try to be serious. I got two options.
Wheter I'm doing jobhunting or I'm going to travel. I prefer the last one, but
I'm kind of ranned out of money so that means that I need to work abroad. Well that's cool
but how do I find a job in a foreign country ? I mean it's not that hard. I'm a intelligent, hard working, kind, polite, ambitious woman so it's not hard to find a job. It's never been hard for me to find a job actually. Another thing, where do I have to stay .. in a rented houseflat/room with other students/employers ?
Immediately I have to think about dirty sinks, bathrooms, smelly toilets and you know what i mean. But hey no stressin now, I'm going to orientate myself this week about my plans for the next 5 months. One thing for sure; I'm going back to school again after the summer break. Still i;m not quite sure about the new study i'm going to choose.

But if i'm going to travel. Where am I going ? United states or Australia sounds very nice. Hmmmm .. my mind is a mess right now .. can't think clear .. fucking need to orientate and quick.

fail fail fail XD XD